And now we have one of our own together, and this is his second Christmas, the one where he gets to make all those cool faces when he sees his new toys. Since we will not get them back until the day after we must do all the other family get togethers with out them. And how do we do our Christmas with our little one without his Big Sister and Brother. Hubby and I have decided to let him open a couple and save a couple for when his siblings come home the next day.
Right now I am thankful that neither one of their Dad's have other children. That I am the only one who has given them siblings. I long to be the first one to give my daughter a little sister. Is that selfish, well if it is, sorry it's the truth. And I long to have two children with the same man, my husband, Mr. Third Time is a charm. Who is out working tonight after he worked all day at his full time job, so that I can stay at home with our children, all three of them. I am so thankful for him, he loves my oldest two like they are his own. This is a hard time for him too because he gets to do all the hard stuff then there Dad's get to play Daddy when they have visitation.
Well that's it for now - I'm tired - and hopefully Hubby is on his way home - it's 10:45... and he has to be at work at 7 in the morning.
